Post-Taliban trauma of Afghan women revealed Lorraine Rossignol in Kabul Every night Fahima imagines that she is back in her house before it was destroyed by the Taliban two years ago. As she closes her eyes she hears wedding music. In fact she is in one of the wards of Sehat Rawani, a rundown psychiatric hospital in Kabul. "This is a case of post-Taliban stress disorder," says Temorshah Mosamam, the hospital's assistant manager. "Women were under increasing pressure for six years. That's why they make up the majority of our patients - particularly as they now have access to health care." In the case of women who refused to accept the fact that they were required to wear burkas and were not allowed to work or study, their disorders gradually disappeared after the fall of the Taliban. But the more psychologically fragile still experience anything from palpitations, breathlessness, epileptic fits and hysteria to paranoia, psychosis and suicidal tendencies. Dr Fawad Pirzad, a doctor specialising in neurosurgery, who kept his practice open in Kabul during the years of terror, says: "In the course of my home visits I sometimes find women in chains. Because there are no hospital beds available, their families take that precaution to prevent them from throwing themselves down a well." He tells the story of a Kabul woman who fled from home because she was haunted by the vision of a man with a yellow beard. She was later discovered hanging from a tree by her burka. "Inner voices that order them to leave home are a common symptom," says Pirzad. They are women who have witnessed too many horrors in their homes - armed men who burst in at any time, beat them and drag off their husbands. The beard has become a symbol of aggression. They are terrified of anyone wearing one, and dread the return of the Taliban. In a country where there are no statistics, it is impossible to know how many women have been affected in this way. Pirzad thinks that they account for 30% of his patients. Mosamam says that 10% suffer from serious disorders and another 20% from slight after-effects: "The trouble is that some of the women don't realise they're ill, and therefore don't turn up here. Others ask us for painkillers, then go home because they believe they are wasting their time talking rubbish." Reclining on a psychoanalyst's couch has not yet become part of local culture. And even if there were women who wanted to, and could afford to do so, there are few psychoanalysts in Kabul. "We need to be able to offer nursing homes where families can be confident that patients are treated properly," says Pirzad. The emphasis would have to be on a talking cure, as the traditional method of getting patients to describe their disorders with drawings or in writing would not work - most Afghan women are illiterate. But when the Taliban were still in power Pirzad noticed that words furtively exchanged by women who were queuing at his practice - duly accompanied by a male member of their family - had a liberating effect. The women discovered that they were not alone in experiencing hallucinations. At their future nursing homes Afghan women will be able to express themselves in similar fashion, but much more freely. October 16 > >The Guardian Weekly 31-10-2002